I’m not sure why, but somehow I’m getting curious and suspicious towards everyone. I have also found out that I’m not the only one, especially not around my age group. I think that now is the time that you begin to over analyze everything and everyone. I want to trust people but I just can’t seem to be able to do so… No one is real, everyone is fake and I’m not even supposed to be around all of this.
Why is this so? I hate the feeling of beeing suspicious, it’s taking too much of my energy. But what can I do since I can’t stop thinking even if I want to so badly.