You say it, you hear it, you’ve read it. Everybody says it, “Carpe Diem”. But it’s not that easy is it? I wish I could seize the day, live in the now and enjoy every moment. I compare my now too much with my past and plan my tomorrow too thoroughly. I regret what I have done, I wish for tomorrow and in the middle of it all I forget the now.
My dream is to be able to stop worrying and accept my past and see it as it is, the past. But something inside me tells me that it is totally impossible.